Friday, October 15, 2004
i don't ever wanna be like you....
yeah..so i dunno. i guess i'm posting here, cause no one reads it. it's sorta like....i wanna write something, because i need tell someone...but i don't wanna tell my friends, and i wanna do it where people read it. does that make sense?? like i don't know....i want someone to know how i feel, and i guess maybe i won't feel better until he does. i won't feel better because i want him to feel like i feel right now. but he won't .... he just moved on ... like he did with every other girl, i didn't mean anything to him, i didnt mean to him, what he meant to me. and that hurts. i get sick when i smell it, i get sick when i think about it, i get tired of fucking around with it, i get tired of worry about it.
Posted at 04:44 pm by xOxAndIExOx
Thursday, September 09, 2004
you don't know what its like to be me...
to be hurt, to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked, when your down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no ones there to save you
no you don't know what its like
w e l c o m e-t o-m y-l i f e
welcome to my life - simple plan
can't i ever just have something that's mine? something idon't have to share, something that i don't have to compete for. i feel like i have to compete for everything....to always work for what i want, and then end up not getting it, because they though she was better, because they thought they'd choose the other option?? will i always have to go through the same shit?
Posted at 07:21 pm by xOxAndIExOx
